我的电话有问题了，要等到过了7，8个小时后才会收到信息。
对不起，cherry。怪错了你，真的很谢谢你。
有你的这份心，我很满足了。

死了！

连hawchen都会说，女朋友回来了即使再忙再累都至少要陪她一天，但是你呢？
女朋友回来了，可能很累，也都不说明原因，就直接拒绝我！
我到底是你的什么？！
解释都没解救直接丢个答案给我，
我不是圣人，我不会了解你的想法。

好难过的生日……真的好难过！！！
我的batch girl/boy都没一个记得是我的生日！
我真的是死了也没人理了！
是生是死，都不重要了。

我只知道，我只是个透明人。
从没存在在任何眼里过！
我根本就一文不值！

对不起我忘了，我们早就分手了。
合也是你合，分也是你分。
很谢谢你给了我一个很特别难忘的生日，让我生不如死，痛不欲生。
真的很谢谢你。

人生

曾经拥有的不要忘记；
已经得到的更加珍惜；
属于自己的不要放弃；
已经失去的留作回忆；
想要得到的一定要努力；
累了把心靠岸；
选择了就不要后悔；
苦了才懂得满足；
痛了才享受生活；
伤了才明白坚强；
总有起风的清晨；
总有绚烂的黄昏；
总有流星的夜晚。
人生就像一张有去无回的单程车票，
没有彩排，每一场都是现场直播。

谢谢你的鼓励。

my wish - my feeling

I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice,
and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside,
show the world the warmth of your smile,
More then anything, more then anything,

My wish, for you, is that this life
becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there
getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you,
and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more then you take.
Oh More then anything, Yeah, and more then anything,

My wish, for you, is that this life
becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there
getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you,
and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

-God bless you-
祝福你

busy busy

So sorry I've so long never update my blog lo >__________<"~~
Next month, 11st September, Hari Raya, also is my old friend Shi hong's Wedding~
I'm so so so jealous my band incharge of shi hong's wedding dinner~!
So long never play live band with Dmusic..
Seriously, I'm so miss the time that we spent together play music together..
The moment, The time, The day, The hour, The minute, The Second..

I'm very envy those who joining band for shi hong's wedding dinner performance!
Not I don't want to come back, Is i can't to come back!
I already discuss with my casino deployment Assistant Manager..
The SHIT Assistant Manager, thought you are higher post than me then bully me..
NO WAY !
Tomorrow I have to wake up earlier and find for another Assistant Manager apply again!
What the shit you saying "Cannot back because of cousin's wedding(I was lying her), only siblings can accept for delay leave"
Arghhhh....................~!
I showed her the invitation card also useless!
Ish~~!!!
I'm so sad,
Not because of I can't attend Shi hong's wedding,
Is just because of I can't joining my band and performance together!
Oh~~
I miss you, Dmusic's band !

!!!

WTF what the deployment gave me 4 days berturut2 same pit in casino !
and WTH what the deployement gave me 14 days berturut2 working in Roulette game !
Argh...i already boring la..plz la give me some fun game to work la ~
and..if same in Roulette plz la dont give me again the same pit same working table la ~
One more..
Recently my band dont know why keep become messy and messy many more..
why are they doing like this?
because of nobody to care of it?
final date is nearer day by day..
if still continue like this,
i have to say sorry..
YOU ALL ARE NOOB !
Selfish, Stubborn, Sickness, Sadness, Stupid
What more else?!
Band not like a Band,
Band is like a Shit !
Why this time we cant manage like the past that we had enjoying together ?
Actually what's wrong with you all now?
Any problem? Cant solve it? Or below workshop's "people" kacau?
Please la..
Open ur eyes, open ur heart, open ur minds, and think.
What's the issue confusing you all now?
We are human. Got own feeling.
But, band is band, personal is personal.
Try to don't combine your own personal's feeling with the band.
Clean your mind, clean your trash, clean your dirty, clean your feeling.
Namo Amitabha..

o yo

I'm back to Genting again lo~
this time's grouping for me is B last..so i have 1 week++ working night shift...
sobs..have to work until midnight..
happy..can sleep until afternoon~ haha
aiks ...
1 more thing make me so worry la..
hope "我不寂寞" and "可乐面包" will be ok lo ^^
gambateh Dmusic~!

sigh

not feeling well ler..aih~

一千个伤心的理由

还不至于一千个啦……
偶尔都会有几个啦……
这一次的回来，
都在我预料之内啦……
来匆匆，去也匆匆，
古人说岁月不饶人，
时间能改变一切，
我，真的变了吗？

我并不期望些什么，
只能让时间冲淡一切，
也许，与没有也许，
我不会再回望了。
会快乐吗？……会
会兴奋吗？……会
会伤心吗？……会
会失望吗？……会
喜，怒，哀，乐，愁……
你，都有了吗？

每一件事情都让我困扰，
家庭，事业，金钱，音乐，爱情……
或许不应该存在，
或许不应该回来，
或许该学会看开，
或许该学会放手。

“悄悄的，我走了。
正如我悄悄得来。
我挥一挥衣袖，
不带走一片云彩。”

我，对了吗？

yosh~~~

Everyone, I'm coming back on saturday night !
Muahahahahah ^^ xD

genting again..

its so tired~ my leg.....pain like hell..
got money have to buy a new working shoes..
want me to everyday wear more than 3 inches high heel shoes to work...
are you killing me slowly now?!
sigh..i'm tired but i'm addicted to online...die soon ~
so.. today 2nd working ..so far still ok ..just today deployment arranged me to "Tai Sai" a boring game standing there 8 hours..argh.....!
And i finally met Li Qoon (skirt) when resting ^^ nice xD

going back ...

time is fast..
today is my last day holiday >___<"
tomorrow i'll sit 9.15am bus back to genting liao..
until...maybe next end of the month only got holidays..
I hate working but I have to working =X

back back ^^

I'm back to my lovely hometown - Taiping !
Time is fast...it already 1 week i stay @ Genting..
And this time i only get 3 days leave la..sunday morning will back to genting again..
Today is my 1st day working in casino since resigned 1 year ago..
And the bull shit is damn CCTV was too free focus on my table..
And called down to pit said i din't show Clear Hand and give me a warning letter!
Sigh...i'm wearing the junior uniform then bully me =.="
but the CCTV really quite free la...
after me, the another china guy take over me...
He is kena too...
Haih...both of us was damn sucks unluckily played by CCTV ...
my nice record was break since my 1st day working !
Argh..... >________________<"~~

my new habits =.="

After working,

1) Everyday must online or play RO no matter online or offline RO even just a minute.
2) Everyday looking on my cellphones even there are no new sms/misscall to me.
3) Same as above.
4) Still the same as above.
5) Keep repeating as above.
6) Ketagih in repeating as above.
7) Sad in repeating as above.
8) Moody in repeating as above.
9) Disappointed in repeating as above.
10)Give up and sleep.

I'm wonder, is it am I changed?

Loneliness

lonely can kill people!
alone can kill ourselve!
boring can find suicide!
happy can kill suicide ^^
but i'm alone and lonely plus boring =(

going to start working soon..

today is my 2nd day of training and it also is my last 3 days in training..
i'm ex-staff, so i only have 4 days training...going to die soon.....
1 year resigned...what hand skilll procedure all totally return to genting liao..
how am i gonna be working soon?! haih...
have to fast fast flash back my memories...
tomorrow and the day after tomorrow i will more appreciate my training time...
sigh...this incoming 2 days my working time is 12pm-8pm++..
12pm so early !!! cannot to sleep more lo >____<"
Die...hope i will catch back what i should be learn and masak...haha
"masak here is not cooking o" ^^
Gambateh ! to myself

aiks

Its 2nd day @ Genting !
When going to canteen, I met my ex-china colleague, he's still the same xD~
I remembered his name, but he already forgot my name >___<"
Haih~ todya's orientation SUCKS la..I damn dislike the HR lo..
what topic also skip skip and jump..
But tomorrow will having a full orientation from 9am - 5pm ...
~boring~ currently can't online lo..have to sitting at McDonalds, buy some foods only online lo..
It used me nearly RM50 lo..

Yesterday, 1st day @ Genting..
I was angry and Tulan >___<"
Damn HR reception ignored me! wtf my hair colour?! Have to dry back black only can report!
SUCKS ar...ish !! Used me again RM120...
I'm totally pokkai liao.... sobs :(

IArgh Ish~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

please la please la please la !!!
how many times already !!!
wake up wake up wake up !!!
or you want me to slap you to wake up !!?
why you never scare and feel EARNING MONEY IS DIFFICULT !!!
one day if we no more money to eat, no more money to survive, will you still going there !?!
ARRRRRRRHGHHHH !
I'm CRAZYYYYYYYY liao !
please la...be mature......!
youre not young anymore, why your brain still like baby?!
Really going to fedup on you!
I'm begging you la....
come back to us.........

sigh

haih...~
suddenly become so down...
so moody...
can you change back to yourself?
Argh.............!
going to crazy soon !
no mood at all...why why why !!!! you are so irritating !
can you please don't make me to angry you or dislike you or not?
i'm leaving soon but you are still want to make me more DISLIKE you !
#@!~&*()_+}_+
Damn you !
Open your eyes please !
Look to everyone look to the environment look to the world !
Please la...wake up

Full Moon

thx to Megaman lo for helping me a lot in editing this song...

I damn like this song...its touch !

Asking me why its touch...? You have to watch this anime lo "Full Moon" ..

then you will know what's the background story of song that she singing about..

hope you all will enjoy of it ya~ ^^

23.04.2010

Haih~
so moody today...
although i'm sleep until 12pm only wake up..
but i'm still very tired..

Okay now..
left 11 days more..
is the time to say bye bye to all lo...
don't know who will still remember me i was being here...

maybe because of me troublesome to all..
so sorry to all before that i'd make you in trouble...
i will miss you..
and i trust you.

wo de gu shi - my story

my last year semi final competition's song lo..not that good la.. >_____<"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VH_nFY_9GhA

Lee.......?

today was my last day working at Guinea Foods Sdn Bhd (ayam brand factory)
today everything is ok, nice...
Until......
10am+, a call calling from outside..
a man voice..
"Hello, sini Guinea Foods har?"
"Ya...?"
"Saya nak tanya, ada apa jawatan kosong di sini tak?"
"Pada masa sekarang cuma ada jawatan kosong untuk perempuan,Operator & Packing Clerk sahaja"
"Tak ada jawatan kosong yang lain?"
"Tak ada..."
"Memang tak ada apa-apa jawatan kosong untuk lelaki?"
"Sorry memang tak ada...ataupun you boleh datang dekat guard house isi itu application form 1st?"
"Ok la..bila-bila masa pun boleh datang?"
"Ya...jika terdapat apa-apa jawatan kosong atau kami berminat atau memerlukan anda kami akan call u la.."
"Oh! YOU CALL ME !?"
"Our office staff will call u la..."
"Oh ok la....thank you and bye bye"

After 15 minutes later...
"Hello, tadi kamu ada telefon nombor saya ke tak?
"Sorry saya tak ada..."
"Okok sekarang I bagi u telefon nombor saya, u write down pls"
"Oh...ok lo"
"Ok my number is 016-5xxxxxx and My name is Lee xxx xxx"
"Ok I noted down.."
"Ok thank you remember to CALL ME ya byebye"

Actually...
Last few weeks ago,
I came down to buy some foods at outside my company's stall there..
After I bought my foods and walking back to office,
An operator run to me and pass me a small paper,
on the paper got a number and a name, Lee

The next day...
I went down again to buy foods...
The aunty asked me,
"Moi, you kenal tak itu lelaki?
"Kak, siapa tu?"
"Itulah semalam dia bawa motor lalu sini, nampak Moi then terus berhenti dan pusing balik tengok kat u jer lama tau!?"
"Yakah kak...geli la...i tak kenal dia la..."
"Lepas tu i nampak dia pergi tanya seorang operator itu orang cina ke? Dan dia pass satu kertas kat operator tu dan panggil operator tu pass kat u ma moi..."
"Yer...geli la kak...i memang tak kenal dia lo..."
"Tak tahu la..dia tengok kat moi u lama lo..."
"Ok la i rasa sangat geli la kak...cepat bagi saya char kuey teow ni la..i nak balik office liao..."

Today I was thinking is it they were same person?
Haha maybe i terlebih perasan lo...
But it wont happen to me anymore lo...
Cause I'm resigned ! Hehehe ^^

Hehe plus some more today morning the nasi lemak seller Aunty know today was my last day,
she had treat me nasi lemak lo~
I feel so shy and segan to her lo...
cause I don't know she will treat me ma...
I some more add in nasi, ikan bilis, telur and sambal !
Fuiyo..that nasi lemak already value RM2.oo+ lo...
Segan lo...malunya...
Anyway, thank you Mak Cik ~!

Lolz ^^ ~

yesterday night damn boring and raining heavy..

internet cannot on, laptop cannot use...

I took out da guitar and play (but actually noob)

and SS until.....until mom scold...

"Ling !!! Its very noisy la !!! Stop it la !!!"

Lolz...then I stopped playing and SS liao :'(

boring life

why life is so boring...
yesterday i got flu liao(my sis lo~ affected by her)
after ate medicine, whole people blur blur liao..

yesterday night nothing to do then start using the music composing software lo..
Walao..its too COMPLICATED too much things make me lagi blur blur..
only the intro already took me 2 hours...Lolz
my teacher my sifu, Steve ar...wanna learn from u many things lo...
the software know me very well, but i x kenal dia ar...~ sobs..~

today is our perak state's Public Holiday lo..boring at home hot at home...
going to die cause of boring liao..somebody pls release me out arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~!

I.....

Konbanwa~~!
today is my last 2 day working at my current company lo...
Still remember when I submitted my resignation letter to her,
she never get any surprise(I think she already knew it)
And straightway asked me,
"Why?"
"I get better offer lo"
"How's your salary at incoming company?"
"Higher than here HALF lo"
"What's your position at there?"
"Same as last time lo"
"Oh...yahor you are the ex-staff there..."
"Yes, croupier"
"So...when is your last day?"
"20th April,2010,Tuesday"
"Ok la, got any friends want to working?
"No lo"
"Ok la,go back to work la"
"Yes~~~"

On that day, she treated me so nice so good...
Never asked me to work this work that...
That day I'm still remember was 15th April...

Until.....
16th April,
"Ms Ooi........!"
"Where is my report? That day I asked you to give me the workers list of Contract and Interview Form, where is it! I want it now! Before you leave MUST give me! I want it by today!"
Oh my god...
She started to bully me..
Whole afternoon I locked myself in the store room, No wind, No water, No fan, Nobody help me..
From 1.20pm to 5.00pm...
The Good Morning Towel that I used all become wet and wet and wet...
After complete, I rush to key-in the data in Excel...
Finally, at 6.00pm, I've done and submit to her.

OK,DONE! ~whole day was spent to her by doing this all stupid things for her,wasting my time!~

The next day(today),
again..
"Ms Ooi, do for me and seperate all the workers of packing dept to 4 group follow by what I write...today must done for me!"
Sigh......~
Always like that..never care of people is it busying doing things or what then give an stupid order plus must settle for her ASAP...
After done for her, some more give me Production's workers list and doing the same things...
Haih~
I don't understand lo...
Why I'm running soon, but she still want to bully me like this?
And these time more bad than previously..
She is really treat me as her DOG,
want me to walk then call me to walk,
want me to run then call me to run,
want me to bark then call me to bark,
want me to do what some more just call me la..
Whatever you like~
I'm leaving liao !

Goodbye, Bandit !

Cute puppy...
I'll miss you forever..
after go to another world, please don't forget us..
although you only joined us 2 weeks...
but we are damn like you...
hope you stay happy always at another world..
Goodbye, Bandit.

argh......!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhh........................!
Boring day~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!
haih....everday repeat the same things...
gonna sleep liao...byebye april fool..

aih...

Today was my 1st time see panel clinic doctor as I've been working quite long time and change many jobs liao..
At first just saja² want to go, but after that my stomach really started to pain liao..
I ask dear to fetch me go(x transport ma)..
After reach there...register...waiting...and my turn.
I talked to doctor,
"Hi doctor, I'm stomach ache, 1st day la..."
"Ok lying on the bed let me see"
He pressed on my stomach.
"Which part pain? Here? Or here?"
"Ya there la stomach la"
"Ok I've checked finish"
......
After few minutes,
"Ok now, I give you some medicine, go back and eat"
"Ok you can go out now"
---------------
I'm waiting to get medicine.
"Ooi Shiau Ling~"
"Yes...."
"Ini ubat balik makan 3 kali, setiap kali 1 biji, sakit baru makan"
Then I asked,
"Kak, boleh minta time slip?"
"Ok tunggu sat.."
---------------
"Kak, boleh minta MC?"
SHOW TIME NOW...
"Sakit perempuan ini memang kami tak bagi MC la..."
Then they laugh at me.

WTF now!!??
I pain until cannot stand, my face from red turn to white, sweaty...almost to faint...
But they just laughing at me, never give MC and do nothing.
So disappointed about this panel clinic..
I won't visit this clinic anymore.


What a sucks big april fool day~! Disappointed~!

~_~

Sorry to all I've long time no update my blog...
Currently damn very very about my sucks working..
I'm so miss my ex-company lo~
I dislike so much my new company, but actually my new colleagues is nice ^^
Just my sucks shit superior all the time the day keep bully me ='(
Maybe i'm new than her, (she's new in company also) and i'm under her, keep asking me doing rubbish works..
I'm so tired to entertain with you...
Why you want to act like a professional to keep bully your little clerk?
Am I your dog? Am I stepping your tails?
Really fed-up on you!

瘦/肥 咯~

有时，我真的觉得他们很可怜，
瘦瘦的，好像连风都吹得走似的……
像纸啊，飘啊飘，飘到孟婆桥……哈哈
真是可怜他们……
为什么要这样对待自己折磨自己呢？
干吗要憋着忍着不吃呢？
肚子都在叫了还不回应它……
它是你身体其中的一部分呐~~
同时还要忍受其他人同情的眼光看待你，
你的父母没钱养你吃饭啊？
让你瘦瘦的都吃不饱，吃一餐没一餐的，真是可怜你了的说……

肥，不是一种丑恶；
那是一种福气！
就像杨贵妃，titanic de rose都是肥肥胖胖的……
为什么她们要这样非呢？
就是福气啊！
大家看了都好喜欢啊~
难道要别人看到瘦瘦的白骨精吓死人啊~
真是可笑又可悲啊~ @垃圾

我们的“好朋友”

最近火气很大...
人又热，天又热、真的是beh tahan啊～
最近看了某人的blog，发觉真的很“不赖”...
可以考虑列入我的“超级排行榜”。。
只是考虑啦，并非真的列入啦，只怕会发霉影响我的blog而已啦。。

好啦，为了让大家分享我的“喜悦”，
我就来慢慢的慢慢的告诉大家“某人”——他的故事吧。

一天，经朋友介绍我看了他的blog,
读着读着忽然间我听到了“三字经”在我耳边响起。。
哈哈，原来是我自己的声音啦...
真是炸到。

他本性并不坏，而且很“可爱”，只是爱耍赖，并非没人爱..
至少曾经他有和一位传闻中的美丽的“阿曼达”（并不是阿凡达哦）传过轰动的绯闻啦...

真的是啦，真的没看过脸皮厚到会夹死蚊子的贱男！
都不知道当初为何会让他加入我们的大家庭！
不知道自己长得丑就好了咯，还要出来吓死人！
我严重怀疑他家有上千万面镜子吧！
每照一次镜子就爆一次镜子！
真的是由衷地替他的镜子感到可怜悲哀...

要死就滚远一点去就好了咯,为何还要跑来我们的大家庭这里乱鬼吠咧?
相信大家应该都不会怀疑我在说谁了吧!
当!当!当!当!
嘛就是我们超级anti的 —— 傻傻的 鬼鬼的 寂寞的 尼可乐斯 咯～

真的是嘛。。。奇怪hor...世界上真的找不到有酱自恋的人了咯～
可怕咯！！比2012还惨啊～
我好怕哦～～～
真的好怕哦～～～～

叫他尽管Let's the horse come吧！哈哈
意思是放马过来啦，怕他看不懂英文啦，谁叫他是低能儿呢？
真的是可怜他的家人哦～生出他酱可怕的孩子。。。唉～

我们大家庭都不需要他的免费宣传啊～
我们大家庭有的是实力，能力、体力、努力、毅力、意志力，
什么什么力都威过他这个烂苦力啦～～

还有hor...不要拿别人的名字来乱乱呛声啦。。
媒体工作的工作者记者发稿者都是他的朋友，
看好来哦～
是“他的朋友”，并不是他本人哦！！～
小心这个老骗子啊。。千千万万别让他给骗上了啊～
真个会替你大家感到不值啊～

这条狗也是很厉害一下的hor...酱厉害鬼吠咧！
最近我们大家庭也是有update update一下了hor...
我们大家庭竟然会听和看得懂狗的语言咧～～
真的是太厉害了！！
我们也是不是应该找个大日子向“它”所谓的媒体工作的工作者记者发稿者woo hoo一下呢～～

哈哈，在这里恭祝我们大家庭年年有余、万事顺利、心想事成、一本万利！
有小人的就打小人，没小人的就防小人咯～
*新年快乐*

update update ^^

Long time never update my blog..
recently busy about working ma..
so excited to waiting for next friday coming..
That day is my Last Day working in current company Teleflex Medical Sdn. Bhd. !

And after that CNY is coming too !
so excited again to get ang pao ang pao!
Because of last year was working at Genting,
I do not get any ang pao from parents, relative ...sad :'(

This year de CNY I must get MANY MANY ang pao as much as I try to get!!
But....I only can enjoy until CNY's 3rd day..
the 4th day, I'm going to work at my new company !
haha...hope my new boss will give me ang pao too.... xD

~Have a nice day ya~