一千个伤心的理由

还不至于一千个啦……
偶尔都会有几个啦……
这一次的回来，
都在我预料之内啦……
来匆匆，去也匆匆，
古人说岁月不饶人，
时间能改变一切，
我，真的变了吗？

我并不期望些什么，
只能让时间冲淡一切，
也许，与没有也许，
我不会再回望了。
会快乐吗？……会
会兴奋吗？……会
会伤心吗？……会
会失望吗？……会
喜，怒，哀，乐，愁……
你，都有了吗？

每一件事情都让我困扰，
家庭，事业，金钱，音乐，爱情……
或许不应该存在，
或许不应该回来，
或许该学会看开，
或许该学会放手。

“悄悄的，我走了。
正如我悄悄得来。
我挥一挥衣袖，
不带走一片云彩。”

我，对了吗？

yosh~~~

Everyone, I'm coming back on saturday night !
Muahahahahah ^^ xD

genting again..

its so tired~ my leg.....pain like hell..
got money have to buy a new working shoes..
want me to everyday wear more than 3 inches high heel shoes to work...
are you killing me slowly now?!
sigh..i'm tired but i'm addicted to online...die soon ~
so.. today 2nd working ..so far still ok ..just today deployment arranged me to "Tai Sai" a boring game standing there 8 hours..argh.....!
And i finally met Li Qoon (skirt) when resting ^^ nice xD

going back ...

time is fast..
today is my last day holiday >___<"
tomorrow i'll sit 9.15am bus back to genting liao..
until...maybe next end of the month only got holidays..
I hate working but I have to working =X

back back ^^

I'm back to my lovely hometown - Taiping !
Time is fast...it already 1 week i stay @ Genting..
And this time i only get 3 days leave la..sunday morning will back to genting again..
Today is my 1st day working in casino since resigned 1 year ago..
And the bull shit is damn CCTV was too free focus on my table..
And called down to pit said i din't show Clear Hand and give me a warning letter!
Sigh...i'm wearing the junior uniform then bully me =.="
but the CCTV really quite free la...
after me, the another china guy take over me...
He is kena too...
Haih...both of us was damn sucks unluckily played by CCTV ...
my nice record was break since my 1st day working !
Argh..... >________________<"~~

my new habits =.="

After working,

1) Everyday must online or play RO no matter online or offline RO even just a minute.
2) Everyday looking on my cellphones even there are no new sms/misscall to me.
3) Same as above.
4) Still the same as above.
5) Keep repeating as above.
6) Ketagih in repeating as above.
7) Sad in repeating as above.
8) Moody in repeating as above.
9) Disappointed in repeating as above.
10)Give up and sleep.

I'm wonder, is it am I changed?

Loneliness

lonely can kill people!
alone can kill ourselve!
boring can find suicide!
happy can kill suicide ^^
but i'm alone and lonely plus boring =(

going to start working soon..

today is my 2nd day of training and it also is my last 3 days in training..
i'm ex-staff, so i only have 4 days training...going to die soon.....
1 year resigned...what hand skilll procedure all totally return to genting liao..
how am i gonna be working soon?! haih...
have to fast fast flash back my memories...
tomorrow and the day after tomorrow i will more appreciate my training time...
sigh...this incoming 2 days my working time is 12pm-8pm++..
12pm so early !!! cannot to sleep more lo >____<"
Die...hope i will catch back what i should be learn and masak...haha
"masak here is not cooking o" ^^
Gambateh ! to myself

aiks

Its 2nd day @ Genting !
When going to canteen, I met my ex-china colleague, he's still the same xD~
I remembered his name, but he already forgot my name >___<"
Haih~ todya's orientation SUCKS la..I damn dislike the HR lo..
what topic also skip skip and jump..
But tomorrow will having a full orientation from 9am - 5pm ...
~boring~ currently can't online lo..have to sitting at McDonalds, buy some foods only online lo..
It used me nearly RM50 lo..

Yesterday, 1st day @ Genting..
I was angry and Tulan >___<"
Damn HR reception ignored me! wtf my hair colour?! Have to dry back black only can report!
SUCKS ar...ish !! Used me again RM120...
I'm totally pokkai liao.... sobs :(