my wish - my feeling

I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice,
and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside,
show the world the warmth of your smile,
More then anything, more then anything,

My wish, for you, is that this life
becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there
getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you,
and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more then you take.
Oh More then anything, Yeah, and more then anything,

My wish, for you, is that this life
becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there
getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you,
and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

-God bless you-
祝福你

busy busy

So sorry I've so long never update my blog lo >__________<"~~
Next month, 11st September, Hari Raya, also is my old friend Shi hong's Wedding~
I'm so so so jealous my band incharge of shi hong's wedding dinner~!
So long never play live band with Dmusic..
Seriously, I'm so miss the time that we spent together play music together..
The moment, The time, The day, The hour, The minute, The Second..

I'm very envy those who joining band for shi hong's wedding dinner performance!
Not I don't want to come back, Is i can't to come back!
I already discuss with my casino deployment Assistant Manager..
The SHIT Assistant Manager, thought you are higher post than me then bully me..
NO WAY !
Tomorrow I have to wake up earlier and find for another Assistant Manager apply again!
What the shit you saying "Cannot back because of cousin's wedding(I was lying her), only siblings can accept for delay leave"
Arghhhh....................~!
I showed her the invitation card also useless!
Ish~~!!!
I'm so sad,
Not because of I can't attend Shi hong's wedding,
Is just because of I can't joining my band and performance together!
Oh~~
I miss you, Dmusic's band !

!!!

WTF what the deployment gave me 4 days berturut2 same pit in casino !
and WTH what the deployement gave me 14 days berturut2 working in Roulette game !
Argh...i already boring la..plz la give me some fun game to work la ~
and..if same in Roulette plz la dont give me again the same pit same working table la ~
One more..
Recently my band dont know why keep become messy and messy many more..
why are they doing like this?
because of nobody to care of it?
final date is nearer day by day..
if still continue like this,
i have to say sorry..
YOU ALL ARE NOOB !
Selfish, Stubborn, Sickness, Sadness, Stupid
What more else?!
Band not like a Band,
Band is like a Shit !
Why this time we cant manage like the past that we had enjoying together ?
Actually what's wrong with you all now?
Any problem? Cant solve it? Or below workshop's "people" kacau?
Please la..
Open ur eyes, open ur heart, open ur minds, and think.
What's the issue confusing you all now?
We are human. Got own feeling.
But, band is band, personal is personal.
Try to don't combine your own personal's feeling with the band.
Clean your mind, clean your trash, clean your dirty, clean your feeling.
Namo Amitabha..

o yo

I'm back to Genting again lo~
this time's grouping for me is B last..so i have 1 week++ working night shift...
sobs..have to work until midnight..
happy..can sleep until afternoon~ haha
aiks ...
1 more thing make me so worry la..
hope "我不寂寞" and "可乐面包" will be ok lo ^^
gambateh Dmusic~!

sigh

not feeling well ler..aih~

一千个伤心的理由

还不至于一千个啦……
偶尔都会有几个啦……
这一次的回来，
都在我预料之内啦……
来匆匆，去也匆匆，
古人说岁月不饶人，
时间能改变一切，
我，真的变了吗？

我并不期望些什么，
只能让时间冲淡一切，
也许，与没有也许，
我不会再回望了。
会快乐吗？……会
会兴奋吗？……会
会伤心吗？……会
会失望吗？……会
喜，怒，哀，乐，愁……
你，都有了吗？

每一件事情都让我困扰，
家庭，事业，金钱，音乐，爱情……
或许不应该存在，
或许不应该回来，
或许该学会看开，
或许该学会放手。

“悄悄的，我走了。
正如我悄悄得来。
我挥一挥衣袖，
不带走一片云彩。”

我，对了吗？

yosh~~~

Everyone, I'm coming back on saturday night !
Muahahahahah ^^ xD

genting again..

its so tired~ my leg.....pain like hell..
got money have to buy a new working shoes..
want me to everyday wear more than 3 inches high heel shoes to work...
are you killing me slowly now?!
sigh..i'm tired but i'm addicted to online...die soon ~
so.. today 2nd working ..so far still ok ..just today deployment arranged me to "Tai Sai" a boring game standing there 8 hours..argh.....!
And i finally met Li Qoon (skirt) when resting ^^ nice xD

going back ...

time is fast..
today is my last day holiday >___<"
tomorrow i'll sit 9.15am bus back to genting liao..
until...maybe next end of the month only got holidays..
I hate working but I have to working =X

back back ^^

I'm back to my lovely hometown - Taiping !
Time is fast...it already 1 week i stay @ Genting..
And this time i only get 3 days leave la..sunday morning will back to genting again..
Today is my 1st day working in casino since resigned 1 year ago..
And the bull shit is damn CCTV was too free focus on my table..
And called down to pit said i din't show Clear Hand and give me a warning letter!
Sigh...i'm wearing the junior uniform then bully me =.="
but the CCTV really quite free la...
after me, the another china guy take over me...
He is kena too...
Haih...both of us was damn sucks unluckily played by CCTV ...
my nice record was break since my 1st day working !
Argh..... >________________<"~~