Is this my fate?

Failed to get IPTA...suak..jz working lo..
Abo where do i find money for her?
Jz now chatted with my didi..

So moody..


Ling : if really no way to go, i really will go to become piano teacher
Didi : she pay so much for you to learn piano
Didi : now get use of the cert and earn money
Ling : not she but is he
Didi : ya
Ling : she jz everyday know to find quarrel with me
Ling : she jz everyday know to ask money from me
Ling : she jz everyday know to gamble with her shit frens
Ling : she jz everyday know to listen to her shit frens n follow what'd they said
Ling : she jz everyday know to GAMBLE !
Ling : she is becomes serious n serious
Didi : what do you mean by serious?
Ling : nowadays she says she cant live in this house d
Ling : everyday jz know to 赌
Ling : all ppl know she is 烂赌
Ling : all ppl ask her to get a job to prevent 赌
Ling : now in her mind jz got this word 赌
Ling : outside de ppl all say her jz keep 赌
Ling : but she don mind, she says she purposely want to 赌
Ling : she thinks she is correct ! 赌没有错
Ling : i almost everyday quarrel with her about she go to 赌 !
Ling : her siblings yesterday purposely go to the 赌家's house find her
Ling : her siblings really no eyes to c her d keep 赌!
Ling : my relatives come to find me...talk about her 赌！
Ling : after that she go to find her talk don 赌
Ling : ask her go to work better than 赌 !
Ling : then she will say she live so long never working
Ling : now what years old d only find working...she say 'jit tor'
Ling : then now she make herself 自甘堕落，not jit tor meh !!!
Ling : she don mind outside ppl to chiong her
Ling : she jz wants to 赌 !
Ling : everytime also tell me,
Ling : "Ling... wa bo lui liao..."
Ling : "Ling...jiok wa lui...."
Ling : "Ling...wa wu lui wa ae heng ho lu ae..."
Didi : last time she is not like that de wor
Ling : "Ling...lu ki ka didi jiok lui la ..."
Ling : "Ling...lu ka didi jiok lui la..wu lui wa ae heng ho ee ae..."
Ling : then jz now she told me that her shit frens invite her go to genting!
Ling : she say 2 days 1 night only rm65, cheaper
Ling : this is ok la..i still can concern for it..
Ling : but !!! she say at least must buy the chips rm200
Ling : she say she bo lui, wanna ask me borrow money from u n let her go!
Ling : i don't want, then i say louder than her(sound Like scolding her)..
Ling : u go genting u confirm u sure bo 赌 de meh?!
Ling : u can tahan meh?!
Ling : rm200 say easy nia...say bo 赌 then can exchange with ppl or sell to ppl
Ling : then she scold me,"我不能跟你讲话的啦！"
Ling : “我看准准了以后你即使发财了你也不会给我一分钱的啦！”
Ling : if she is not 赌, when i got money i sure will give her!
Ling : i honestly tell u..
Ling : i work at genting's money all gave her
Didi : haiyo
Didi : why give her?
Didi : must have limit de la
Ling : but she say she is not enuf money ar
Ling : what should i do?
Ling : my sis wants to pay her credit card's bills, cant gave her money
Ling : so she jz come to find me
Ling : "Ling...那些账单要到期了……我没有钱给……"
Ling : then i decided give her some money only de
Ling : mana tau i heard tiok she 自言自语 say rm300 pun tak tau enuf bo
Ling : i pressed money out n gave her
Didi : he know about this?
Ling : he dono everything
Ling : if he know, my family will break !
Ling : i'm not the 1st time to give her money liao
Ling : after she got the money, she really change liao..
Ling : everyday got buy food back
Ling : then she suka to eat, then she buy a lot...the next day sendiri cook lai eat
Ling : then i turn around n ask her..i gave u money i'm not let u eat so syok
Ling : u fast fast go to pay the bills 1st
Ling : after that she is going to gamble again
Ling : got money liao la...nonit to worry bo lui to gamble, bo lui to pay bills ma
Ling : she never know i'm so hard to earn the money...
Ling : n she is taking the money go, so easily to take n go...
Didi : ask her to get a job
Didi : you dun ever give her money again
Ling : u also say Like that rite? ask her go to get a job
Didi : ya Let her know
Ling : then she will start to say again...
Ling : she live so long never working
Ling : but now so old d almost retired d u only ask me go to working
Ling : "I better go to suicide la!! "
Ling : "this house without me mien kin de.."
Ling : "i'm useless in this house, if i got money i sure run away from this house!"
Ling : "don1 to c u all ..! "
Ling : she everytime know to say this nia
Ling : always say bo lui bo lui...!
Ling : my sis jz back from genting last week
Ling : she saw an old uncle 蹲 at outside casino n CRY
Ling : she say she scare her will become him !
Ling : thats y jz now she say she wanna go to genting...i pun stopped her
Ling : then she scolded me
Ling : i ask her u go to tell jie, don tell me !
Ling : then yesterday she scold me don1 go to buy rice
Ling : then i tulan liao i ma scold her lo
Ling : coz yesterday afternoon raining heavy ma...
Ling : then the clothes still at outside, but my mom go to gamble liao
Ling : nobody keep the clothes, so the cloth wet liao 3/4
Ling : then i waked by the sound of strong thunder
Ling : then i fast fast go to keep the cloth, but i saw tiok my neighbour help me to keep liao
Ling : then after 6.30pm++ she came back..
Ling : she touch the clothes...wet, she scolded me !
Ling : scold me all the time jz know to sleep, raining also dono...
Ling : wet liao the clothes...
Ling : 本来要干了现在变成更湿了
Ling : then i say i got wake up then fast fast go to keep
Ling : but after i wake up i say i already saw the clothes keeped liao
Ling : i say neighbour help us to keep de
Ling : then she say neighbour就是看到被淋湿了才来收
Ling : neighbour sendiri also got clothes de la
Ling : how also must keep ownself de clothes only can keep other ppl's clothes de ma
Ling : then i scold her back,"If u din go to GAMBLE ma ok lo! U sendiri tak tau to keep ar now!"
Ling : then she say, "Ling..go to buy rice.."
Ling : but i no bother her..i jz keep msn
Ling : then she tulan liao she throw me rm10
Ling : say u want to go to buy then go la
Ling : no eyes to c me !
Ling : then suak la..
Ling : i think back the rm10..
Ling : that money also is my money lai de..u nonit to throw to me!
Ling : last few days she asked me go to buy rice..
Ling : n say,"Ling...use ur money to buy rice 1st..."
Ling : that mean i gave her de money she is finished it !
Ling : Geram~~!
Ling : gave her money...so fast to finish it !
Ling : never know my 辛苦's money is how to earn de hor
Ling : i also dono where's she use the money..
Ling : n i don1 to know too ! will more hurt me !
Ling : really tulan...
Ling : then i keep msn n don1 to c her face..
Ling : i really not go to buy rice
Ling : then i wait my sis come back i only call my sis go to buy
Ling : that time she still scolding me don1 go to buy rice..
Ling : then i tulan liao i purposely wait him to back that time..
Ling : at the same time..
Ling : then i pun shout back them,“ 我生出来是帮你们买饭的是吗！ ”

Everytime after back from gamble jz know to watch tv, play zuma..
Except this, what else u still know to do summore !?
In this world, really nobody will stay relax n happiness than u if they compare to u !
No need to work, no need to cook...
Everyday,
Morning got ur shit frens come to fetch u out..
Afternoon nothing to do then go to gambling..
Evening back to home then watch tv..
At night playing computer games..
Midnight sleeping..
Still got who will stay happiness than you !